"Goodbye, Cody...."

yesterday lenny, sara, and i had a drawing party. i drew a Tobacco Monster, Lenny as an aging corpse, and a velociraptor who loved apples.

then a gang of us drove out to a frozen lake on a whim, and stranded a boat, a cinderblock, and a few picnic tables in the middle of the lake.

today was my last final, which was a 'musical terms' test, with about fifteen fill-in-the-blank questions. not all that threatening...

my plans for today include: selling some cd's to the Exchange, possibly buying some presents, maybe a nap, and then i don't know. there was talk of heading to the mountains, but i'm not sure if it will happen.


last night i had a dream about every time i die.


"i am a conduit changing colors, frantic humming televisions,
conducting city spasms, shorting voltage like a fuse.
the elevating vibrations of hysteria, amplified by the armor of the tarn.
flashing lights paint veins across the sky.
and everyone along the roadside just wants to see a saint.
the serenity of sirens, the allure of the femme fatale.
her defibrillator hands can't stop me now.
i feel quite alright.
i feel quite alright."

-etid