"i've made a huge mistake."

i do dumb things sometimes. fortunately, i think i have enough time to go back and fix it without anybody noticing.

last week got me...frustrated. and when i'm frustrated, i get very cynical and over-critical of people in general. i don't even know why i act like that. it's not like being a huge jerk helps in any way.

anyways, i reckon that i just over-think things, and it all starts to kind of build up, and before you know it, i think nothing is worth anything, and everything is stupid. so, i clear my head and just have to sort of stop thinking so negatively.

last weekend, me, lenny, sara, and keith saw The Weatherman. it was kind of funny at first, then funny/depressing, then just depressing. but the more i thought about it, the more i liked it. it's kind of like real life, it changes. i dunno. unfortunately, the only place that was showing it at 11:00pm was at the Waterfront, and it was like $9. that's kind of a lot of money, at least for me.

keith is planning on writing a book, about all of his crazy experiences. he has many of them. i offered to illustrate it, and i think it will be fun, if it actually happens. i have a feeling that a book like that has some potential. keith is a great writer, too.

i'm kind of indifferent today, just kind of floating through it. maybe because i'm tired.

"i'm a little bit lonely these days."